Day 6 Plattling, Germany
Today has been emotional. And pretty hard to put into words.
I got the feeling something else is going on here that really has nothing to do with me.
Something bigger and I am only the messenger.
I was writing this morning in my journal and started to talk to my 4 angels. They are my 4 friends who have died.
They all died young and suddenly and were incredible people, who have had a significant impact on my life. My 4 angles have been with me on this path.
I have been feeling like I need a miracle here.
So I had a little talk with them and I said, “ok guys, this is about you, a bigger message, a bigger purpose. How about you paddle through me. You communicate and create through me and I will just get out of the way. How does that sound?”
So what happened? ……I FELT THEM.
They are here, and tears started streaming down my face. I have known this entire time that I couldn’t do this alone, and weirdly I have been mostly alone (on the physical) plane with all of this the whole time.
So today I got it.
I think this whole mission was their idea to begin with (because it definitely wasn’t mine)
So this all may sound crazy, but I know the barrier between the physical and spiritual world is pretty thin, and today I felt my friends here with me….. And miracles are happening.
Although, my paddling this morning was pretty average, I spent the whole session working on tricks I don’t know. I talked to my friends the whole time too and even though I wasn’t exactly smashing it, I enjoyed my session on the river.
If at the very least embarking on this journey can help convey a bigger message (which I am not really sure what that is) than it is worth it.
So today I am doing the work, but getting out of the way at the same time. I know I need a miracle to get up to speed in the next 2 and a half weeks. I know my friends are helping me and when all is said and done I am doing this for them.
So today I am grateful that I have had the opportunity to know some amazing people. Thank you angels!